A Masochist In Love

by Michelle
(Monroe, GA, USA)

If you only knew how I really feel about you...
If you could get inside my head and see what I see when I look at you..
Or Get inside my heart and feel everything I feel
when I so much as hear you voice..
It would overwhelm you to the point of suicide..
My feelings for you are so powerful and erotic..
So Meek And Kind Yet Wild and forceful at the same time..It's so hard to manage not to burst out into tears every time I see you..
But If i did so, you would think I'm crazy more so than I truly am..
A masochist in love... So deeply in love,it causes physical pain to be apart from you..I know I'm crazy and so are you because you're still with me even after you've seen me for what I am..A devil In disguise
I'm always having terrible dreams of having to live my life without you...
And it always ends the same way...
My suicide..So if you're going to leave me, please save my the trouble and kill me now..Forever Yours Or Forever Gone...