Alone, Surrounded by Strangers!

by Aoinaiya Yuukishishi
(Sri Lanka)

I'm hated.
I'm all alone, again, today
as usual,
excluded by everyone.
'cause...
everyone hates me
but act as if they don't,
Do I have a bad personality?
hmm...maybe I guess
I think so
'cause that's the one and only reason
I can think of
since I'm alone.
But then,
you're pretty bad too.
I guess
I live a cursed life.
What am i really?
What's the real purpose of me?
Am I that useless?
Really, what's life?
How's my life supposed to be?
Why am I the only kid to live such a cursed life?
Why is it only me, not others?
So many questions yet without any answers
I don't know...
I mean, I actually don't get it;
what's really happening to me?
I know that
there are many children out there
worse than me
yet as for me;
I really don't get it!
I'm a child
whose got both sad feelings and memories.
An unlucky child like me
has to experience everything terrible!
Why do all unstoppable things
happen to me, only me? !
How boring;
life's boring...
No! Everything's boring
but don't give up yet so cheer up
'cause I still have myself.
I don't need anyone right now
but later I know that
there will be at least be one person for me
and as for now,
I don't mind it
since...
I am alone in every way,
surrounded by strangers!