apologize

I need to realize that I need to apologize, for the things that I have done. I am sorry for all the pain that I did, I know you want to get rid of me but baby you my only lady I know I acted real shady. But I know its hard for you to realize that I am trying to apologize, but I know it doesn't come to a surprise that I gived your love away. But can you just give me another day with you my boo? I don't know what I am suppose to do without you. I know its the wrong time to say this but but baby I love you. I know you thinking if I actually love you why did I did the the things that I do? I guess I was dumb young sprung on the feeling that I could be with any girl but after that I realize the only girl in my world should be you. I am sorry

Julian