Bleeding Every Fifth

by I'm fine
(Body's location: France/ Heart's location: San Francisco)

Tonight you told me you stopped 
Loving me the way I hoped you did
You don't care anymore 
What am I gonna live for
Now that you left me dying
All the nights I am crying
I now just want to end this
You can't save me don't ask me how
It's the fifth, the day we first kissed 
I do not know what I missed
To end up hearing you now
say you don't love me too
The knife became my only friend 
Now that you can't give me your hand 
It cuts my wrists deep in my skin
Blood flowing out to purge my sin
Reopening an ancient wound
I never thought that could be found 
In my heart and on my wrists
I'm still holding tight my fists
Though I cannot fight anymore 
I will end up in blood and gore
Death is right here waiting just for me 
I cut my veins to set my body free
From this pain I have inside 
That I can no longer hide
I am losing my consciousness 
My eyes are full of emptiness 
I will never see you again
But you won't bring anymore pain
My last thoughts are about you now
I can see you I don't know how
Death is now getting nearer
On this fifth my mind's clearer
Death's right here in front of me
Just by you I can still see 
Death is taking me away from you
I'm saying goodbye to this world too
I do not know where she is bringing me
But with my pain my soul left my body

I'm floating in this nothing
Not conscious of anything
But at least it does not hurt anymore 
And you're with someone else doing hardcore
This is the end of a life
Meaningless without a knife 
I used to be happy every fifth 
Now I'm bleeding and dead on the sixth