"Forgotten"

by Larry glenn jones,jr
(pensacola,fl)


"FORGOTTEN,IS WHAT I HAVE BECOME-NOTHING LEFT OF ME MY SOUL IS SO NUMB-NO JOY LEFT IN MY LIFE-ALL I SEE AHEAD OF ME IS DARKNESS ABSOLUTELY NO LIGHT-DWELL ON THE PAST FOR THE FUTURE HOLDS NOTHING FOR ME-THOSE THAT HAVE KNOWN ME MIGHT DISAGREE-I FEEL SO UTTERLY ALONE AS I SPEAK THESE WORDS-I PRAY DAY AFTER DAY WHAT IS TO BECOME OF MY LIFE-I HAVE BREATHED MY LAST BREATH FOR I NO LONGER CARE FOR MY LIFE TO FIGHT-DEPRESSION IS MY OBSESSION-I HAVE TRIED BUT I FAILED TO LEARN THE LESSON-I DON'T BLAME ANYONE FOR ABANDONING ME,FOR I HAVE CHOSEN MY PATH-BEFORE I COULDN'T SEE IT BUT NOW I DO,MY PREDICAMENT MAKES ME LAUGH-I HAVE ISOLATED MY SELF AWAY FROM OTHERS-I'VE THROWN AWAY MY LIFE LIKE SKEETED IN RUBBERS-I SEE MY FUTURE MY FINAL DESCENT-I'M HEADED FOR THIS PLACE OF ETERNAL TORMENT-HEARTBREAK,MY SOUL SHAKES-THIS LIFE I JUST CANNOT TAKE-I BLEW IT IN THIS WORLD THE DAMAGE CANNOT BE REPAIRED-AT NIGHT I SCREAM UP AT THE HEAVENS ABOVE PULLING OUT MY HAIR-ALL MY FRIENDS HAVE WANDERED TO FULFILL THEIR DESTINY-MY PATH IS THAT OF A NOMAD GOING BUT NOT GOING I AM BLIND TO REALITY-SITTING AND DWELLING,SITTING AND WISHING-EVERYONE KNOWS THAT TYPE OF MIND SET IS MENTALLY DAMAGING-NEVER HAVE I SET GOALS FOR MYSELF-ONLY THING I WAS EVER ABLE TO DO FOR MYSELF IS DRESS MYSELF-ABUSE MY BODY WITH OVER THE COUNTER PILLS THAT I FOUND ON A STORE SHELF-THAT'S WHY TO THIS VERY DAY I SIT ALL BY MYSELF- THOSE THAT WERE MY TRUE FRIENDS TRIED TO CONVINCE ME TO CHANGE MY SELF DESTRUCTIVE LIFESTYLE-THEIR WORDS WENT IN ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER AS I JUST SAT SEDATED ALL FROWN NO SIGN OF A SMILE-AM I POSSIBLY BRAIN DEAD FROM ALL THE DRUGS I'VE CONSUMED-PUTTING MY BODY AND SOUL IN CERTAIN DOOM-ALL I CONTINUE TO SAY NIGHT AFTER NIGHT AND DAY AFTER DAY-I PRAY THY LORD GOD FORGIVE ME FOR MY SINFULL AND WICKED WAYS AND DON'T CAST ME INTO HELL ON JUDGEMENT DAY- AM I FORSAKEN? AM I FORGOTTEN?

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Jun 11, 2012
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felt it
by: Anonymous

that was f'ing awesome, loved it

Apr 23, 2011
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Wow!
by: Cha La Ree Brown

I don't know if you really felt like that or if it was pertaining to someone you know but those words sometimes is how I feel like you don't make a difference anymore but don't stop what your doing cause clearly your not forgotten and just wanted to let you know pies feel the same even when you feel alone in the world like its no one else but you.

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