Honest

by AFG Lashy
(Victoria )

I wake up in the middle of the night
thinking about what happened today
as many thoughts rush my mind
I question all the right from the wrong.

I wonder why everybody hates me?
It's because I'm the kind of girl to have a fight,
who becomes a monster, and its just not right.
I wonder who I could really be
because I don't know what's happened to me

What is this life I am in?
My head is now beginning to spin,
My heart is beating really fast
Asking myself will this really last

Nothing I do makes it right
I'm really sorry for the negative things I’ve said
I just don't know what has happened to me

Sitting in the rain thinking for a while
While falling asleep I begin to cry
Thinking about how hard I try
I think of who am i today
Holding all these feelings inside
My heart is something that I hold,

I think about all the positive things,
but can't forget the negative ones.
I am sorry for those I have hurt
I hope you forgive me