Inner emotions

by Mouree
(Indianapolis, IN untied States)

I may be happy when i look at you
You think my life is just perfect
But what the true feelings are just to hard to explain with words
to figure the true feelings are impossible without realizing
That your life is just story that is recorded
You have a life, you live that life
Then you die
But in between that life
You go through alot of battles and struggles
Where you cry until your eyes turn red
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions
I assure myself everything is ok.
Then I burst into a spirit of rage of disappointment and anger
I have questions, and there are answers.
That I am too afraid to ask myself
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right.
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight
But there are times where you have your happy moments
But you know that the disappointment and anger and rage
will always stay with you
People say just forget it
You never forget the true memories that had a serious affect on you