Lost

by Ian Yahnke
(Clermont, Florida)

Oh my god
I wanna fucking die

I'm lost in the sky
Why do I even try

Yeah I get drunk
And yeah I get high

Every time you see me I got bloodshot eyes

You tell me that you care
But you're never fucking there

I'm a fucking demon baby
But no I'm not scared

Kill me in your dreams
Life's not what it seems

I wish that I could make it through
But I don't have the means

Save all your sympathy
You know it don't mean shit to me

Don't give me all your bullshit
Don't wanna fucking deal with it

You say it's meant to be this way
Can't live with myself today

So give me drugs to numb the pain
I feel like I've gone insane

Just put me on the next plane
I run from all my fucking shame

You said that I'm the one to blame
Don't know why you even came

Hate myself, yeah it's true
I don't know what else to do

So put a bullet in my brain
Only way to kill the pain

You ask me why I act this way
But I’ve got nothing left to say