Sister
by Stephanie
I know what a true sister is all about
The one you can share all your secrets with 
Trusting them not to tell anyone 
The one who believes in you when you are in trouble
The one who is always there for you 
But for me, well, that's not my sister. 
My sister doesn't believe me when I am in trouble 
My sister is not always there for me 
The one I can go to when I've had a bad day at school
Or just knowing I always have a shoulder to cry on
I don't have a sister to entrust with my secrets 
I cry knowing I don't have a sister who takes even 
a minute from her life just to say hi to me.
But i guess it's just a fantasy. I live knowing I will 
never have the sister I've always wanted. 
All I need now is a family that loves me for 
who I am and not what they want me to be. 
I just have to accept that in my life she will 
never be there when i grow up and have kids. 
If that is Jesus' plan for me in life 
I just have to accept it and not think twice about it.