Standstill

by Rohit Sapra
(Gwalior,Madhya Pradesh, India)

Feelings feel so confused
as my life is on a standstill
The feelings are not known at all
Nothing is perfect and these are emotions which I feel
Am not feeling anything really
I am just lost in my emotions
How should I get rid of these feelings?
Just so lost I am
I am with no thoughts anymore
Nothing is remaining to be felt or to lose
As I have lost everything already
I have nothing remaining, my heart and my soul
Everything is impure about me
Feel really confused, I remain with nothing
Nothing at all, just am really lost in my emotions
Since, I got contaminated with darkness long ago
Darkness, which will never fade away
Times are so tough and I am slowly dying with the pain which I carry
I carry lot of burden in my heart
Losing my senses and really getting tired of my life being at a standstill
A state it is which seems permanent, forever it appears to be
Life is stuck, with feelings which I carry
I am stuck, just stuck.