These are some things I must thank you for:
Thanks for saying I’m ugly and could never
get a boyfriend,
thanks for being there when I was happy
and bringing me down,
thanks for telling me who I could and
could not be friends with and to stay away from them,
thanks for telling me I’m stupid some days
and totally a nerd on other days,
thanks for making me feel sad, depressed,
want to run away and wear a invisible mask,
and one more thanks, thank you personally for
asking me if I was OK and thanks for the fake smile,
you made me use a lot.
But one thing I must say to you:
If I’m so ugly how come I have a boyfriend
and you don’t,
and why did you always bring me down
it was not fair,
I know you were the person I needed to stay away
from not them,
and I’m not stupid or a nerd I’m me,
and guess what?
you have gotten me stuck in depression
and the mask won’t come off.
You never once asked if I was OK
and I now use that fake smile all the time.