I'm breaking down.
I can't seem to stop these tears.
Cuts on my arms.
Hoping every night that when I wake up I'll be fine.
Waking up hoping it will be the end of all this pain.
Wishing I could let everything go and forget about us.
I feel like I'm getting pushed over the edge.
I can't take this anymore.
I can't take the fear.
I can't take the pain.
I can't wait till the end.
Then I might finally forget everything that I've done wrong in my life.