what did I expect?

by tawanda

I have never been so disappointed
In my life but why?

I did love her I'm sure
She did love me too
But what did i do?

Before we dated we were
Best of friends until we
Reach a stage when we were
Emotionally involve then we decided
To date

We only dated for few weeks
And I went away far away
Without even telling her
I thought it was for 3 months
Then I'd be back home
But 3 months turned into 3 years
To make matters worse there
Was no communication and
It was all my fault
You know why I said that?
I did have her
Number but she didn't have mine

So they was no source of
Communication between her and myself

Three years later I came back
I was so excited thnking that I
Will see her again but guess what?
She was happily married and still she is.
I was so hurt but what did I expect?
For her to wait for me? Why am I being

She deserves the best and I'm quite sure
I'm not the best. The guy she's with now
Makes her happy and I'm not gonna
Stand on their way.

I blame my self. No one else but myself

But the truth is I did love her with all
My heart. She's the first girl I did love that
I admit. I'm not gonna lie about it god is my

I loved her and will always love her
Hope she will take
Good care of herself.
but life goes on

Good B. Y. E

Based on a True life story

By tawanda samuel rusike

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