Why

by Cathy
(Ohio)

I can't talk to either of you.
You are the same.
You both twist and turn
my words around
until I don't even know
what I'm saying anymore.
Why?
But I love you still.
You are a part of me.
Always.
Please let me in.
I am here for you, always
I will never stop trying
to make you understand these things.
I will constantly be hurt
by the walls you build between us.
I still cry every time
you have an imaginary slight
and yell at me because of it.
Yet I will never give up.
I will never stop loving you.
But some day, I may have to walk away.
Not because my love for you has diminished,
But simply because
my battle scarred soul can take no more...